lost.wasted.broken..

Human beings because of all the complications in our everyday lives are often faced with dilemmas. The hardest is when you are facing a choice between being happy or being right.. Guess this is the hardest decision I could ever face in my life. And guess what I chose.. yes I chose to be right and every now and then I think about it hoping that I chose to be happy.. I guess sometimes being right is not enough anymore but when you think of it, being happy wouldn't be enough for you to feel content because at the back of your mind you know for a fact that you are just being selfish because you know that things won't work because its not right.. Ever since, when I'm faced with this dilemma I always chose to be right and I guess this is the reason why I haven't really been happy.. But if you make this choice when facing the biggest decision ever, you get tired of being right.. Sometimes you just want to be wrong and be happy. I guess I'm just fed up of everything I've been up to in my life and now I realize that I've never been really happy because I'm afraid to be wrong.. I guess I really am not a risk taker. I consider the long-term effects of things and overanalyze stuff and end up thinking that everything I do is wrong so I have to go back again.. I'm getting tired of this. And for once in my life I want to be happy.. But guess what.. I can't..