Pride..

Had a bad start of the day. Buti nalang we worked it out. Everything's ok na ulit. I can't believe I have so much pride. Maybe coz sometimes I believe pride is all I've got left and I should hang on to it coz without it I don't have anything anymore. I fail to see that sometimes pride makes me build a wall around myself. I make harsh and irrational decisions because of pride. Pride causes me to push other people away. People I can't live without. Buti nalang they don't give up on me. Buti nalang they make me feel that they are important to me and that I love them no matter what and that I really can't live without them. Sana there won't come a time that I'll be too consumed of my pride that I'll eventually hurt people that I love and they won't want to be with me anymore. They'll get tired of me and my stupid pride. Sorry...Hope it won't happen again...

P.S. I've learned something very telenovela--ish "It doesn't make any difference...It makes all the difference"

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